One year from Dehradun

I can never imagine what my life would have been like if i hadnt been in dehradun. I cant believe one year has passed by since I have left UPES. And When i look back,.......I wonder.....what exactly have I gained.....other than success in ma studies......I mean with respect to friendship.....I was able to find out who were the closest of ma friends during my toughest times in my life. And one thing I have understood in life....is that you should never ever share your problems with a girl.....am not being sexist at the moment. Its just that from my experience I have understood that be it guys or girls.....No one will be the solution to the problems but you. When you try to share yourself with someone......you become vulnerable in life.

This is an advice to all those who might read this......Focus on yourself....Enjoy your life with pple whom you are absolutely sure you can trust. As for me......I am thankful to God for introducing me to friends like Nishant Sharma.......My roomie, Nakul Bishnoi.......Avijash......Sushant.....Saffan.....Siddieq......Arpo......Himanshu.....and the list goes on....

if wishes really do come true .....I really wish I was back in dehradun for good. I miss the place, the climate, the people....every single thing !!!!!!

Thank you UPES and Thank you Dehradun for the facts of life you have taught me!!!!!

9 years Since I have been a TKM-ite

The date 8th of August marks the day when i joined TKM college of Engineering for the first time in my life. I can still remember what all has happened during that first day. Started off with a funny scene of me tripping over the bench cause thats the first time i am seeing a different set of Bench and Desk set......LOL.....followed by meeting up some good friends, new and Old.....(yeah Sajan and Pradeep for that)......After all those years.....I really wonder now......was my life in TKM the best or not .....despite the ego clashes i had with myself and some few cause of some silly matters......despite the tensions and stress i had with the studies and the competition and the constant thinking of ma career.....I always regret the fact.....that I could have had more fun.......But yet.....Being a TKM Alumni has made me understand,......that behind every path in our lives,......there is a purpose.....Sometimes it could be to enable us to meet our soul mates.....which most of us have done......sometimes it is to actually modify ourselves personality wise and to see the limitations we have in ourselves. All in all.....I am happy that even till now......with the help of facebook or Whatsapp......our classmates are all in touch.......Feels like sitting in class when we talk to each other in Whatsapp.....

So here's to those days of Enjoyment, Sadness, Happiness at TKM.....
Dedicated to ma classmates and the close ones of ma life from TKM !!!!!

From Fugacity to activity to chemical potential to .... !!!!!!

God its tough to learn all the basics........But u have no other hope of surviving the classes unless u know all the basics of the subjects they teach you......Right now am feeling lucky that good teachers taught me in TKM.....otherwise i would have been screeeeewwweedddd.............
Our thermodynamics lecturer......Chaudhary Sir ....... reminds me of the teacher in 3 idiots teaching abt machines.....But he is so sweet and gentle.....also caring......Definitely has a helping mind towards students..,.....But the students have to cooperate with him.... That is for sure.......I find thermodynamics interesting for the time being !!!!!! Its quite refreshing for someone who needs to have a revision of stuffs !!!!!!!!!

Scary Vibes !!!!!!

25/07/2011.......... I will never forget that date......
i was really excited to enter into my first Mtech process design class as with the rest of the people.......Unfortunately , the course coordinater scared the sh^%t out of me !!!!!! I mean i literally felt myself fainting down to the core of the earth......that much vibes he gave to our mind.....Its as if he was indirectly sayin to me that " You will not make it " and so on.......
attendance, assignments, good terms with everyone......U need to have all these things to achieve something in UPES........wow seriously......I was thankful for our Personality enhancement programme ........ Especially the self motivation....helped me a lot in that particular time.....No more discouragement from lecturers......BRING IT ON !!!!!!!!!!

First day in UPES...University of Petroleum and Energy Studies.....

Been 6 days since i have been in UPES.......
apart from the disadvantages of not having a good commercial market nearby nor a mobile sim buyin centre......plus wearing uniforms daily which is somewhat new as far as a TKMite is concerned......I should say that UPES is a Superb University.....u can check the foto and tell for urself.......

First thing i loved is the fact as to how they have a Personality development Programme as well as an Orinetation class when we enter the university....total duration for pep is 5 days and same for orientation.....It actually helps u develop ur mind mentally and be prepared for everything the world has to offer. For example we all know how much we get stressed out whenever we have a huge work or whenever we have like assignments,,,,,but we dont know how to control it.....PEP class basically taught me a lot on Leadership and all the differesnt aspects in Personality that we need to have.....Now i am prepared to enter into the world of Process Design...... :D....that toooo with a happy face......

College is actually awesome....has three cafeteria .....lucky me.......including a food court... :O.......usually most universities dont have like that but this is somewhat a different experience for me.....!!!!!!

Am staying at Doon scholars bOYS hOSTEL.....Its actually an awesome hostel abt 12 min walk from the College.....Good exercises.....and also it has all facilities within itself !!!!! Loving DOON as well as Dehradun .... !!!!!!!

Dehradun........a New Place.........a new Beginning....!!!!!

17th of July 2011.......I would never forget that day......because it was the day that i reached to dehradun along with my family and friends.......

Dehradun....the place i am going to spend the rest of my 2 years. I figure it was a plan by God because i always said to mom how she wont allow me to study somewhere far or not.....Guess God replied to that question. Still I think i prefer Dehradun over UK or USA because of the less kind of pollution the place is exposed to .............. especially with respect to the place i live it..... still u know i always wondered how we as indians have missed places like dehradun. An awesome place to be in !!!!! Magnificent......Definitetly God's creation !!!!!!!

A Year of Torture and a Year of Sadness !!!

Sometimes whatever we want in our lives we wont get.....Well Except for the lucky ones .....And i mean when they are Daaaaammnnnnn lucky in life they get what they want !!!!
2010 is a year i will never forget ....... a year of sitting in fron of computer 24 x 7 and doing clerical work plus a year of tension that i ate and ate till i gained 20 pounds.....

I mean what is life really about. Bible says that hardships in life comes so that in the end we may have success in life. But does anywhere in Bible < Not to question God> say till what extent we should have to go through the hardships ???? I dont think so !!!

Suffice to say, my "ALMOST" one year of apprenticeship training in a particular company has been one heck of a Disaster, The place was filled with negative vibes that the moment u enter the industry, u feel like u wanna take a rope and hang urself !!!! Cause that mch was the Negative vibe i had got from that place. To add to all that was the hours of day and night i spent myself in front of the computer sitting and doing all sort of clerical jobs and all those stupid works....not to brag, but am a workaholic , seriously. But unless someone teaches you clearly how to do the work , you cant do the work perfectly.

I think thats what happened here in the industry, LACK OF TRAINING ..........
I mean the guys there, they wont explain how to do the work, and no matter how hard and perfectly you do the work, they still start to mess with your head !!!

I guess what people say is true!!!!! If you wanna have the work done well, you have to do it yourself....Problem is its the opposite thats happening here.....

And so on it went till i took the last straw on 8th month and decided to quit my job or whatever you call it !!!!

And yet the sad part is , i never got to get myself involved in a job with respect to my own field !!!!!